Jamie

2007-01-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

I really give up already, somehow my 'revelation' was totally OUT and right now I've landed right back at square 1. Sorry, square -1. I don't want to do this anymore, I don't have to do this at all but somehow i just keep going back and starting this whole vicious cycle all over again. I don't want to cry every night, I don't want to care so much. I don't even want a friendship. I just want to forget everything. I want to end everything I had started. I don't even want those good memories. I don't want ANY memories. I want to give up, I want to stop all of this. I want to believe that I'll be okay. I'm plagued by this almost every moment, I know its more than just a little extreme but I can't help it. And the absolute worst part is that you don't get any of it. In fact I'm almost certain that if you knew, you'd derive infinite hours of glee and entertainment from my misery. So now I'm determined, to erase you from my life. This experience only serves to make me stronger; more cautious so that history will never repeat itself. I'm going to live my life without YOU determining my moods. Goodbye.

2007-01-18T19:49:00.000+08:00

3km is the best!

Omz thanks Dorothy Tang Cher Yan! You sexy, I love talking to you during chinese! :)
Sooo,
today during cheena remedial I suddenly had a revelation half way through question 37. Of course that revelation came after stoning for about 15min.
It was like I was day dreaming like dumdumdumdum then suddenly BOOM! I was struck with a revelation! -angels sing, ray of light shines down.
Dot yakked yakked with me which resulted in us being the last two to finish the stupid worksheet. Heehee.

Omz. I'm gonna kena abs by the end of this year just sitting next to Lam...
Our laughing fits are ENDLESS.............

HOW TO SAY HI LEH? ):

2007-01-17T23:28:00.000+08:00

CCA Fair 2007!
ThankYou to the CF baanndd!! I heart you people, thanks for playing even though you felt tired/sleepy/zonked.

4.
Jon says I'm hard-headed, but I'm only doing what feels right to me, and I'm not about to go back and risk hurting myself again.
This sounds super emo+childish+lame.

I have durian+apple strudel+roast duck+yellow spongey dimsum cake thingy+peanut butter M&Ms+fried mars bar+sausage&mashpotato+hokkien mee+bah chor mee+trinity noodles+grandma's veggies+banana nut crunch cravings.
It's kind of insane to crave so many different types of food at one go.
If i'm like this now, just imagine what I'll eat when I'm pregnant!

OMZ... Kimchi cravings at 3am. MY HUSBAND BETTER BE A KOREAN GUY! xp

2007-01-16T21:41:00.000+08:00

CAN YOU SAY OMZ?
No, actually you cannot. It'll be like. oh-mm-zzet. OHMZZT. (:

I must perservere. If I got through three days I'll get through the rest of the year.

CCA Fair tomorrow. I can't wait for it to be over..
THEN I CAN GYMMMM! :D

Oh right now, Tammy and Samantha are MUSE-ing. Never mind I don't like angsty bands anyway... I'LL HAVE PHANTOM OF THE OPERAAAAAAAAA!

________________________

I miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you.

I'm missing you like crazy lorry avalanche loads. I have to keep myself busy at all times to keep from missing you. I have to study extra hard and do more Circular Measure, Permutation and Combination, Trigonometry Proving, Hormones and CNS memorising, just to stop myself from missing you.
BUT. I cannot miss you, I'm not supposed to miss you at all. In fact I'm supposed to hate you, hate you for who you are and for what you did. Basically just hate your stinking guts. So I will. I'll try my very very best, just so that one day I'll finally not miss you, but not hate you either.

I MUST NOT BE THIS WAY.
I must be strong, like the The Arena debators. KMPT HAH!

2007-01-14T20:02:00.000+08:00

MY KE BEN IS IN SCHOOL BUT I HAVE A CHEENA TEST TOMORROW.

Omz. Somebody saaaaavveeee meeeeee.. Lalalalala.
At least now I understand RoR graphs. It pays to have a tuition teacher when your school chem teacher sort of SUCKS.

Anyhooz. Today I went to church! (:
TO THE GIRL THAT PRAYED FOR ME: I have no idea how you did it, maybe God told you or something, but everything you said was SPOT ON. Really, thank you. (:

I couldn't help it, i cried. THE BIG F A T '=MACHO=' GIRL CRIED. (Heehee, can you tell? The '= thing is like an arm flexing! xp okay fine fine not funny...) Okay laa, not really macho. THE FAT GIRL CRIED. Can? Haha. No jokes about why though, I was stunned. Then I wondered how she knew, because I never told anyone AT ALL. So right now I'm just thankful to have a HigherPower that cares for me. (:

Then my life sucked because of the rain. ): You try la. From Popular go until Main Road. From Main Road go until Yamaha. From Yamaha go up overhead bridge and run down because Siyi spotted a cab. From downstairs walk back to church. DO THIS IN THE RAIN. You die already? Today I was also WET - DRY - WET. Plus while I was at the bus stop waiting for the bus suddenly the rain got heavier just when the emo Goong song came on.. WAH BEST. People must've thought. "OMZ. What a sad girl, I hope she has her EZLINK card with her." Oh and i didn't have my EZLINK card with me... Sigh.

Chong is gonna hate me once I fail this test..
3E3 drove Carol Soh away! ):
WHY'D SHE HAVE TO GOOOOOO!!!! Finally a chinese teacher that seemed to like me... Then. POOF. Byebye to biased marking. ):

OWLS.. Better go do my Trigo graphs. Now is Cos graph the uterus or Sin graph? Hmmm...

2007-01-14T00:58:00.000+08:00

Everyone's life is sensationally interesting but mine.. HMMM.
Should eat more chilli; spicy up my life.

I went to the gym today to 'work-out'. There were ZERO hot guys. Oh vivawellness.. I go there to exercise my fat tush, not to oogle at the non-existant eye candy. Plus i don't think sweating is very sexy right?
I heart the gym man! 3 times a week and I'll be SUPERWOMAN! They have this abs machine. It is super powderful, plus the toilet very nice. I like it, it smells like lemon barley and has hot water in the shower! Plus they have the kokkokshoes. I walk around feel so in touch with my heritage! So cheena-ful! I likeeee.. :)

Sunday is here and I still have Chong's 4 killer assignments to do. I need a PRC scholar in my house... Like a portable one or something. :) Haha omz. Don't sue me! I'm joking!

EUNICE GET WELL SOON! :)

2007-01-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

I FEEL LIKE DROPPING OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH.

Honestly, i hate school, i hate singapore and its @#(@$ education system.
I'm so glad i'm leaving soon. Pfftt.

THEN WE CAN ALL JUST GO OUR SEPERATE WAYS AND I CAN FINALLY BREATH! I can't stand this la..

2007-01-10T21:38:00.000+08:00

Permutation&Combination + Cheena-nese are ruining my nights. ):

A cheerful heart is :) good medicine.

2007-01-10T17:08:00.000+08:00

I think i've gotten a hang of this whole sec4 thing. You go to school, pay attention in class, actively participate, take notes and actually write down your homework. You come straight home(most of the time), do homework, have tuition, go online WHILE studying, and eat M&Ms.

I've decided that i have absolutely no time for emo-ness in sec4. Study hard, pray hard so that i can play freaking hard after the stupid Os.

2007-01-07T19:13:00.000+08:00

Church with Samantha, Siyi and Luyi. I met the hamsum guy. He wasn't very sociable...

Sermon by Ps Daniel. First things first.
Gave me some points to ponder...

Then PastaMania with Clement. Waaahhh i hate talking about JCs and STUDYING. So freaking stressful! I go and listen about how HwaChong ARTS: 4pts SCIENCE 3pts. Want to kill myself already! Pfftt. Haha. But i must say. This first official meeting not as awkward as the other one. Elden needs training.. Brownie points for being sociable and nice to the little girl. :)

CS rocks my world as much as 100 english expressions and zhuo wens!

NOT! ):

2007-01-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

Did you know that goats can suddenly just tense up for no reason, go rigid and then fall over? After the episode of SPAZness, they just stand back up and carry on walking. - Tammy Ye at the bus stop.

OH NO! Tammy the siren is about to start! Quick cover your ears! No wait! Should cover any of your openings! -covers ears, nose, mouth and crosses legs. - Lam during Chem.

The PILLA(i)r of strength is here. -Lam again during Chem.

Names of teachers so far:
LSB - Lee Small Breast(xiong bu).
Pillai - Pillar of strenght.
All nicknames courtesy of lam and her out of point brain.

Went for lunch after school with Tammy, Dot&Sus. Ooh i loovvee the new spot! Let's make it our new chill out spot please? Its so nice! :) So we sat, talked and laughed. The window is cool, its like you're about to fall over but you won't, cause then you'd just hit glass!
We get distracted easily. Walk walk walk. Ooh apple strudel. And we end up eating desert. -_-" haha. Magazines and Books with killer APPLE strudel and great company.
MY AFTERNOON WAS THE BOMB. :)

2007-01-04T23:01:00.000+08:00

I WILL BE SUPER NERD!
Fear me! Mwahahaha. HACKWHEEZECOUGH. HA.

In other news, today school has officially bored the crap outta me. LSB has serious issues with 7.15am man. Plus no one even looks at the green board thingy anyways, so why bother with it?!

I hate silences and gaps in conversations with people that you really don't want to have those things with. Its so.. awkward, like a giant black hole. o.0 You know there's alot to talk about, but its so strained. Then the deadly pause.. So much left unsaid, hanging in the virtual air. The strained HAHAs that punctuate the sentences, completely useless in an attempt to fill the space. Everything would go so much easier if everyone would just say how they felt, if all those dynamics never existed in the first place.
If i were a mind reader. My life would be a whole lot easier..

Bleh, i hate sec4. The first week isn't even over and its already screwing my life up. Pfftt.

2007-01-03T19:44:00.000+08:00

school sucks school sucks school sucks school sucks school sucks school sucks school sucks school sucks school sucks school sucks school sucks school sucks school sucks school sucks school sucks school sucks school sucks school sucks

We have Lee Siong Boon. o.0 Lam calls him Breast Lee. (Lee Xiong Bu) Omz. LSB is the new JK la. And by the end of this year. Everyone in 4e3 will be good patriotic citizens of Singapore that sing the national anthem loudly and proudly every morning at 7.25am! -_-"

Our new classroom on the ground level smells like a garbage dump's garbage, has minimal lighting and is sure to be a mozzie zone in about a few days. The sec2s better appreciate their level man... Clean air, sunlight, a distinct absence of death... Kill me please. Today i've heard the words. "O levels" and "Graduating class" one too many times...
8 MONTHS TILL O LEVELS!
Don't stress, don't stress. HOW TO DON'T STRESS LA! Pfftt. Anyways today while filling up the forms, i kept on writing 3e3. During assembly i respond to SEC3s! And i almost stood up when they asked 3e3 to stand. Plus 4e3 just doesn't sound as nice as 3e3!

I MISS MS SITI! ):

2007-01-02T18:41:00.000+08:00

School tomorrow.

):

2007-01-01T17:23:00.000+08:00

6 more hours till i can get on the stupid plane and go home...
Till then, i'm stuck in my little emo-bubble.

Let me leave you with today's emo phrase of the day. ( Meaning that this is the phrase that got me emo today)
WOOAAAHH! People, i just had a moment of dejavu! Weird... (that was NOT the phrase!)

I close my eyes, thinking that there is nothing like an embrace after an absence, nothing like fitting my face into the curve of his shoulder and filling my lungs with the scent of him... -Keeping Faith, Jodie Picoult.

Hah. No one really gets it... Welcome 2007 with a half-hearted smile people, cause its here for another year.
Biaaattcchh.
Yaaayy -_-"

2006-12-31T23:00:00.000+08:00

I have no life. I am counting down alone in Trang, Thailand. Oh and i'm still alive if you're wondering... The bombings were in Bangkok.

I think too much when i have time and my MP3.

That's when i love you-Aslyn
Home-Michael Buble
The 2 Goong songs.

Meet the 4 songs that keep me emo.

HAPPY NEW YEAR. May your next new year not suck as much as my present one. Cheers.

2006-12-29T23:37:00.000+08:00

WEBCAMMING IS THE BOMB! :D
Twitting is funny stuffs man...
I'm getting bitten left right centre by the stupid blood sucking mozzies.
I WANT 10 min mozzie wipeout!

2006-12-28T18:10:00.000+08:00

Another day of boredom at home. Someday you're gonna find my rotting corpse at home and you're gonna see CSIs going. "Hmmm, C.O.D is OVER BOREDOM."

I MISSED CSI LAST NIGHT!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! ):

And i'm hungry...
My day doesn't get any better than this...

edit

Omz. I'm feeling very weird now. I think its PMS...
I TAKE BACK WHATEVER I SAID BEFORE ABOUT ME NEVER EVER PMS-ING.
I PMS. and when i PMS. I PMS with a vengeance.

Confused, confused, confused and feeling fat...
Ooh. THE 4400.

2006-12-28T01:08:00.000+08:00

See i'm fine now. TOTAL MOOD SWING EH? :) And only i know why... HAH.

I've just realised that you can spend FOREVER saying BYE on MSN, especially at night. It always goes something like this:

A: Okay so i have to go now. BYE!
B: Mm okay NIGHT!
B: SWEET DREAMS!
B: BYE!
A: YOU TOO!
A: NIGHT!
B: Haha BYE!
A: BYEE!
B: NIGHT!
B: DREAM OF ME OKAY?
A: Haha okay! Dream of me too!
B: Yeah! Bye! :)

It just goes on and on and on... Like the song that never ends.
CHUCK NORRIS ONCE ENDED THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS.
CHUCK NORRIS COUNTED TO INIFINITY. TWICE.
Chuck Norris jokes rock my world. xp

That's when i love you. By Aslyn.
The lyrics are TOTAL SWEETNESS. Thanks Samantha! :) I'm hooked.
Oh and Goong songs make me cry. Just the one sung by the guy. He sounds dreamy. :)
OOPS MCDREAMY! Honestly. NOT HOT LEH! Haha.

I hate my dream from last night. I woke up and i went. DERK LA. And i went back to bed hoping to never dream of that again. THAT DREAM DOES NOT REFLECT MY SUB-CONSCIOUS.
I DREAD SLEEPING NOW...

2006-12-28T00:22:00.000+08:00

I must control my urges to swear and hurt someone.

PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS. Touch me and i'll bite your head off...

2006-12-28T00:10:00.000+08:00

Mila: OF COURSE POSSIBLE LA! :) Haha. Totally! Wait for them to come begging, make them think you want to join them, then suddenly say NO! Wah seh. Satisfaction. :)

Minde: Hellooo! I'm going! :) In March! I miss everyone too! You never update your blog one la!

Eunice: Haha. I know. xp You're the best too! I know you love my present ideas. :)

Iris: Haha sometimes YEAH. Haha. Ooh you do? INTRODUCE ME TO HIM THEN! :) Haha.

Mahadi: Milo! Don't look like you on the ad le! Haha. Your blog pink la! Ice-cream ar? :)

KaiTing: Ooh look its Christmas! You know the Christmas song talking about the somethingbells? :) Haha.

2006-12-26T21:39:00.001+08:00

I think i've just found a new girly talk partner. :)
NI HAO, LI-ANNE!

2006-12-26T14:57:00.000+08:00

I'm having sushi cravings now...
Yeah uh huh. YOU KNOW HAVING SUSHI CRAVINGS WHEN YOU CAN'T HAVE SUSHI IS THE WORST POSSIBLE THING EVERRRRRR! ):

I'm thinking of salmon+avacado+cucumber wrapped with seaweed, then rice before being dipped in roe.

A girl can dream right? YUM.

Plus i'm BORED.

2006-12-26T01:29:00.000+08:00

Boys are gross.
Boys are smelly.
Boys drool.
Boy are the worst.
I hate boys.
ARRGHH.

Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid. stupid

Girls rule.
Childish. Pfftt. CANNOT MEH!
I am going to the nunnery where there are no boys. Oohhmm.

2006-12-25T18:15:00.000+08:00

KILL THE TWITS! :)

2006-12-25T16:41:00.000+08:00

the art of 'dummy-ing'... says:
haha..so u sending by fedex or dhl?

Jamie. says:
haha. yeah! :]

Jamie. says:
uh not sure.

Jamie. says:
which one cheaper?! HAHA.

the art of 'dummy-ing'... says:
not sure..see which advertisement better

Jamie. says:
-_-"

___________________________

After telling me that David came to Singapore yesterday.

Jamie. says:
okay who else is coming to singapore must tell me okay!

the art of 'dummy-ing'... says:
rain..he come already

the art of 'dummy-ing'... says:
world tour

Jamie. says:
-_-" OKAY. anyone from CTSS? :]

the art of 'dummy-ing'... says:
no la...i mean outside the rain

the art of 'dummy-ing'... says:
not the singer

Jamie. says:
EVEN MORE. -_-"

the art of 'dummy-ing'... says:
......

the art of 'dummy-ing'... says:
suan me

Jamie. says:
you called rain HE.

the art of 'dummy-ing'... says:
aiya..must make u think is him what

the art of 'dummy-ing'... says:
then shoot u
GOOD JOB CEDRIC! :)

2006-12-25T15:12:00.000+08:00

http://4q.cc/index.php?pid=top100&person=chuck

Chuck Norris. RIGHT ON! :)

2006-12-24T23:16:00.001+08:00

Random thoughts:

1) I will have to intercept my phone bill this month before my mother gets it, in order to ensure my own survival. :)

2) Dramas from Hongkong/China are kinda stupid. DUDE! YOU DO NOT GO AND TRY TO FRENCH A GIRL WHO IS DYING AND ALREADY TRYING HER BEST TO BREATHE! Leave it at I love you, stupid. o.0

3) Singapore's drink&drive ads are not as cool as Australia's/Malaysia's/USA's.

4) I hate people who talk to other people while i'm waiting on the phone, after asking me to make an expensive overseas call to them. POOT.

5) This is my 777th post. No really! IT IS MY 777th POST!

6) Oh look. Its Christmas! :) MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY! :D Or as Cedric says. MERRY NEW YEAR! Hahaha. :)

2006-12-24T10:10:00.000+08:00

I have just discovered that my blue Basement top from Melb is missing!!!
OH THE HORROR!!!

~~My only hope is that Kym packed it into her luggage by accident, but i think that is highly doubtful.~~ Sigh. Anyone nice enough to get me one again? Heh. ):

Oh Kym has crushed all my hopes and dreams while climbing mountain in China. ): So how now brown cow? Sigh...

I DO NOT TFK OKAY! xp

2006-12-23T14:34:00.000+08:00

Sus: Its okay Susies. Hope you liked your ROCK HARD ROCK CANDY! :)

Gloria: NO I'M NOT! Hahahaha. Looosseeerrrrrrr! xp and you looked scary with the eyeliner! Haha. TOLD YOU NOT TO PUT LAAAAA! Pfftt. Haha.

Mila: MILA PALAMITA FONG! :) YES WE WILL! Totally on! I just want to be able to REJECT RJC. Haha. That would feel killer cool man! xp

Iris: I MISS YOU TOOO! Eh! Can you please fix your MSN not! Haha. So we can talk online okay? :)

Yunshen: Hey! :) when you are going to come down to Singapore?! HUH HUH?! Haha. CTSS 06 was the bestest la! We cried like mad on the last day remember? Haha.

Steph: MICE! Haha. Yeah! With the bowen-ers! Bowen-ites? Heh. Then we gotta drag the KL/Penang/Kuching people down to Singapore! :)

KaiTing: YEAH! We're DA BOMBDIGGIDY! Heh i'm talking to you online noooowwww! :)

2006-12-23T14:29:00.000+08:00

I'm bored. Like drop-dead-decomposing-rotting-decaying-dying bored. MAN! That's really very bored! Argh.

Fine okay FINE. I shall just emo alone in my room listening to Goong songs. Great 3 songs over and over again and again. Pfftt. I miss CTSS and i'm listening to Goong songs. My mind will inevitably drift there. Please oh please don't let me start crying. That'll be very PATHETIC.

2006-12-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

See, i go out to try and take my mind off things but i go out and end up talking about things again. So it kinda defeats the purpose of going out, but its okay because i got to go out with my Babes! :) So yeah. I'm happy, though utterly spent and confused. Can?

To all girls that performed in CCIS:

HEY! Omz you guys rocked so hard! I'm so so sooo proud of all of you! Great outfits, great dance, GREAT MAKE UP ARTISTS! :) Hope you guys had fun through all of this, and have a happy christmas! :)

I really have nothing else to say. Uh.
ALL GUYS SUCK!
GO FEMINISM! :)

2006-12-22T01:10:00.000+08:00

I'M BAAAAACCCCKKKKK! :)
Feeling a little disorientated at the moment, but i'm such it'll all get better tomorrow after meeting the gang again! :)
Still missing CTSS like crap. H2CG3, Circle Of Trust, HBG, Bowen-ers, Lorong Bros, etc..

THE MALAYSIANS ARE HAVING A PARTY LA! This is unfairness. HMPH. And all the Singaporeans are AWAY. Japan, China, Aus, Thailand..

People must PROMISE to visit me next year before March!
I will go out and buy myself a nice outfit or two tomorrow to make myself feel better. I will try not to give in and buy leggings though i know a kickass outfit combo.

I MISS CTSS! ):

2006-12-18T16:29:00.000+08:00

My Zen seems to hate me today. Let me tell you what that small stupid idiotic thing played randomly.

1) Catch you wave (The Click Five)
Which reminded me of all the guys and their damnit gayness singing which was funny and nice at the same time.

and immediately after that! guess what?

2) Wonderwall (Oasis)
Which reminded me of the lamosupremo music video siyi and i made on the way to Great Ocean Road, which lead to the kickass memories from that day.

ooh torture Jamie time sure is fun! let's do it somemore with this song!

3) Miles Apart (Yellowcard)

If I could I would do all of this again
Travel back in time with you to where this all began
We could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind
And make believe there's something left to find

We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart

Now we've all grown up, gone on and moved away
Nothing I can do about it, nothing I can say
To bring us back to where we were when life was not this hard
Looking back it all just seems so far, so far away

We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart

I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up for just one more day
I'd give it up for just one more day with you

I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up for just one more day
I'd give it up for just one more day with you

I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up, give it all away
I'd give it up for just one more day with you

We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart

I need you now, we're miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
I need you now, we're miles apart
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart

So you tell me this type of lyrics is not to purposely torture me is what.

wait chill chill, give interval then torture her again! this time with MORE POWER!

4) You raise me up (Josh Groban)
Which reminded me of MinDe and all the guys again, with their crazy singing. This song is like their all time favourite man. Sadly, only MinDe could reach all the right notes though all the guys were singing the song. HEEHEE. :)

TIME TO MOVE IN FOR THE KILL! GRAND FINALE!

5) Home (Michael Buble)
Which reminded me of those final moments on the Bulpadock, with everyone milling around, tearful farewells, hugs, last minute goodbyes. Just everything. Needless to say i cried again though i was no where near Trinity or anyone from CTSS 06.
Stupid right? Stupid stupid Zen. Stupid. Soooo stupid.

I've been doing some thinking, ALOT of thinking actually. I've realised that through those 2 weeks, i've done alot of things that i'll never ever regret, but i've also not done somethings that NOW i regret. I've not said things, or done things when i should've, and now its too late to want to do those things simply because you don't get second chances in life. Well, not in my life anyway. That doesn't mean i don't want a second chance, i do..

I hate being emo on holidays man!

2006-12-17T16:55:00.000+08:00

Its over already la. I'm sad. Very very very sad. I cried, but at least i cried wearing a pretty dress so it wasn't that bad. Plus i didn't even feel that cold outside waving and seeing everyone get on the bus.
I MISS EVERYONE!
Its very very weird. I cried, all the girls cried, the only guys i know that cried are mahadi, jonathan and jack. Guys should cry more. Its very manly. :)
All the Penangers and KLers should drag their butts to Singapore for Christmas! Because i said so and because talking online just isn't the same.
Everything i see reminds me of CTSS la! I should just go blind and save myself all the trouble..

I have alot to say, but my brain is a bit confused right now. Haha. Not funny okay!

2006-12-11T09:11:00.000+08:00

Heehee everyone is out having lessons now except Group E! The rest have gone to Union House, but i'm nice so i stay and wait for H2CG3. :)

So right now everyone is in the midst of preparing for the final night presentation on Imagining The Future(ItF) buuuutttt because of our 3 hour continuous lesson, we get let off 45min early. :)

Heh. Losers. :)

Ace Hi was freaking fun okay! Especially Big Swing! OMZ OMZ OMZ OMMZZZZZ! So cool! I went up the highest though some of them are in denial and won't admit that i beat them! HAH!

Eh i just got a random thought. Its kinda weird how in 9days all of us have bonded and gotten into cliques and stuff already. But its also sad, cause its byebye in about 5days. :(
LET'S ALL STAY FOR ANOTHER WEEK LAAA!

But CF gang is still the bomb. :)

2006-12-10T20:38:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOO!
This is just to tell everybody i'm still alive and kicking in Melb. :)

2006-11-29T16:29:00.000+08:00

Neopets and television are sooo overrated. After a while both get boring... Pfftt.

My flight has been shifted to 8.15pm, which means i have to get my ass in at 7.30/7.45 LATEST.

Thanks man, i really appreciate you guys coming to send me off. :) Love ya'll truckloads of fudge, (i'll even let sus pick what kind of fudge!) :)

2006-11-29T13:38:00.000+08:00

THEY'RE EVANGELISING ON OPRAH RIGHT NOW!!!
Coolness. :)

God wants to use you. It doesn't matter if you're perfect or not, its just whether or you're avaliable for him to use.

Wow. Good job Rick Warren. :)

2006-11-29T13:00:00.000+08:00

'Hi i'm piper oh possum, and guess what kids? I'm alllll yours.'
Uh huh riiigghhht. I can just see the wheels turning in dot's head now. Heh.

I'm leaving in about 8hours or so. Doesn't feel like it though.

Sooo i have a bigass luggage, i have not enough earrings and i keep thinking that i'm forgetting something very very important. (Though its probably just my lack of earrings that are bothering me)

Watch Oprah. She's inspirational. :)
But sometimes she just annoys me with her oh-so-big reactions.

2006-11-28T19:34:00.000+08:00

I'm leaving tomorrow.
Ahhh.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Crap.

2006-11-27T20:15:00.000+08:00

I believe that a good level of self confidence is key to a healthy mind. Sooo everyone's entitled to an ego rant once in a while right?

(Don't read on if you don't want to read my ego rant.)

Its a little shameless, but. I am a genius. Really.
Yes i am a genius.
Who am i?
I'm a genius.
A very clever genius.
Yes i am.

Okay i'm done. :) MAN I'M GOOD! Heehee. Oops guess i had a little more left in me.
To find out what i was ranting about ask me.
But i won't tell you, because another essential to a healthy mind would be dirty little secrets. :)
Everything i say here is my opinion. So it doesn't matter if its true or not, cause i can lie to myself if i wanna! xp

(At first it was genious, but i changed it to genius cause i was scared that siyi was right.. she's my spellcheck.)

2006-11-27T15:48:00.000+08:00

Yay! I love impractical but pretty things. :)

I'm a little annoyed at luggage packing, can't seem to find all my stuff right now, AND i have to bring 3 pairs of shoes.. Go figure.

Sorry Lam/Neh for pangseh-ing you, i'm not allowed out unless i finish packing. ):

GO WATCH HAPPY FEET! Omz. Its sooo funny! Especially the Latino Penguins! :)

Pimp My Ride UK just isn't as fly. Haha. Word. Peace out dawg.

2006-11-26T01:26:00.000+08:00

Ahhh i'm too swirled right now. Mixed emotions, confusing times.
I hate hormones.

I've been talking to Ashley's friend ben! :) He's the bestest to talk to, we had a really intellectual conversation. Omz its just so nice to be yourself and speak freely. Yeah you may not believe it, but outside there's world that actually believes that i'm not a bimbo.
It's so much easier to talk to someone new, someone that hasn't formed conclusions about you yet. You start on a fresh sheet of paper and its actually you talking, not the mask that you put on every morning. I mean gosh i love the free expression, just the deep conversations. I feel like i've just been released from this cage.
People keep expecting me to be a bimbo, keep thinking i'm one. Maybe over the years i've just been moulded to fit that stereotype.
But i'm not. So. Eat that. :)

2006-11-25T11:43:00.000+08:00

"so she just sat there and let whoever it was slit her throat?"

CSI is the bomb! :)

Armagedditonn. Heehee.

2006-11-25T01:13:00.000+08:00

Say 'byebye' to Bio workshop.
byebye. :)
Ashley, Seetha, Jeyya(sp?), Shaun (i've been running around these 2 days thinking it was sean/shawn/whatever else. pfftt.)

Awww i think i will miss it la. It was fun while it lasted. :) I'm closer to people that i wouldn't even have said 'hi' to in school. I think i should get to know more people, be less anti-social and all that jazz. Speaking of jazz! I've just finished Chicago! I know i know i'm very very out of touch with the shows that are in vogue right now, but sorry la! Its a rather chilling message actually. The things people would do to get famous and remain famous.. Roxy Hart, Velma Kelly. Aiya..

Anyhoo i have officially settled my C.S cravings! Siyi scares me. She's gotten freaky deaky with her skills man.. Woaaaaaah. I guess if you trained with bots like everyday you'd get like that too. :) Its okay man, i still <3 you. :) This morning i said byebye to sus as well as she left for Orang Asli! S.A at 7.30am is NO JOKE man! Samantha and Dot came to say bye as well. Sus must feel loved, we were the only people that came to send her off la! No one else had people sending them off. :) i'll be nice, i'll say i was also sending off Chari even though i've only gone out with her once! :) BYEBYE! HAVE A SAFE TRIP! MAY YOU HAVE TONS OF FUN AND BLESS THE PEOPLE THERE OKAY? :)
1.24am. Counted as 25Nov already. 4 more days till Australia!
MAN! How do you sleep when you're so hungry?!

2006-11-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

Hi. I'm leaving for Australia in 6 days. o.0

Anyhoozzxzx. Bio Workshop is coming to an end soon. I must say that i will miss being cheem. Its not very cheem, but at least its a little cheemer than the usual cheem-ness to which i am acustomed to. Can? :) Today we did protein purification. UV light is super cool. Use it to gross yourself out. :) Practicals are fun because in between the centrifuging and freezing you can play lame finger games! :) I have the least spastic fingers, I think Carmie has the MOST spastic fingers. What do you think? :)
Ashley and i can't cultivate bacteria to save our lives... Pfftt.
I think we should have added like crazy amounts of pGLO in. Then it'll glow like a mad jellyfish! :)

RJC has proved the RI theory wrong. Helloo future leaders of Singapore! :)
Heehee.

2006-11-22T22:32:00.000+08:00

Eunice Yee! You have made my day! :)
It may not be a proper publication, but something i had a hand in writing is gonna be viewed by about a hundred people. I think its better than nothing right? :)

2006-11-22T20:29:00.000+08:00

RJC is huuuuggeee. Like seriously. I got lost looking for the exit. And let me tell you, walking around RJC in the rain wearing school uniform looking lost lost LOST can get you plenty of weird stares from JC people. Like. Why is there a secondary school girl from a not-so-pro school walking around our very-pro compound looking so darn lost? And all you can do is look down and walk on. Yikes.
But the rest of the RJC program was fun too. :] You have no idea how good it feels to say so many cheem words at one go. Heehee. Ashley was my lab partner. :] I think we make a good team, she measures the fluid using the micro pipette and i spread it out on the agar. OHHH. I know how to use a micro pipette, and i can FLAME! Can you? (This is only in reference to kindergarden kids. Everyone else. SSH!)
Bacteria, +/-pGLO, Bla gene, Ampicillin, araC. VERY VERY COOL! :D

Awww no more hillsong on saturday. ):
It's okay. Still have Gemmy(sp?).

2006-11-21T19:17:00.001+08:00

2006-11-21T19:09:00.002+08:00

HAHAHHA! Oookay. :]
Miss Siti!!!

2006-11-21T19:09:00.001+08:00

HAHHAHAHAH!!!!

2006-11-21T18:45:00.000+08:00

ALI G!!! :D He is a fynnieist dude evaa! Saeey et lie at.
Translation: He is the funniest dude ever! Say it like that. :D

2006-11-21T18:31:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAH! Omz. I know its from 8 days, but its still funny whaaat!
"My sister is No4 prostitute in all of Kazakhstan. Nice!" :)
HAHHAHA!

2006-11-21T02:58:00.000+08:00

It's 3am right now and i really shouldn't be online if i'm going to get up at 11 and hurry my butt down to holland v so that i can finish my bio, chem and a math before rushing back home for tuition.

Yeah. I lead a glamourous life.
and i love every moment of it. :)

2006-11-20T23:48:00.000+08:00

Will you write this story with me? Will you stay for the ending?
Will you begin a new chapter, as a new day dawns.
Will you?

Ah i think i've finally found what i really love to do. :) I want to write!
These few days all i've been thinking of is writing and writing.
It's really freeing y'knw. Liberating; to see your thoughts spread out before you in letters and alphabets, running so freely, so easily.
I know i'm not the best. In fact, i think i still have a lot of work to do before i can even get anywhere close to the top, but y'knw what. I'm willing to work for it. Increase my vocab, read more, learn more. I'm up for it.
So one day, if i follow my dreams...
Please buy my book? :D

2006-11-20T21:42:00.000+08:00

Heehee. Today has been a funny funny VERRYY funny day.

Ashley and Elden made me wait like, a very long time!
Thenn i started on work, but because i was worried about no getting cash i went over to B.K to join Dot&Sus, Samantha and Nick(?). I managed to get some work done! :) Ashley and Elden came over to join us and the fun and crapping began. :) Especially after someone came. Heehee. It was rather mean but sooo funny! Haha.

Dot: Helloooo! Doooood! WHO ARE YOU?!
HAHAHHAHA!

Many other stuffs. Dot was going HIGGHHH! Like. Very high. VERY VERY HIGH. Nick(?) has a saying. "Half of the things she say are out of point, the other half are lies!" Heehee. ITS OKAY! DOT IS NICE! I LOVE DOT! :)

Ooh funny funny stuff tomorrow too. :)
You were so stupid! You thought RI was a good school!
- some actor during a school production at a certain Anonymously Clever School. :)

2006-11-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

I just came up with a super cool phrase!

Her love was his disdain.

YEAH YEAH! I CAME UP WITH IT!!! Sooo you saw it here first. :)
Actually it was supposed to be emo, but dot said it wasn't emo, so THERE.
The idea obviously isn't original, but the phrasing kicks buttocks! :)

2006-11-19T23:27:00.000+08:00

Doulos!
I am proud to say that i can climb the steps up and down really fast. :) Haha.
It was cool hearing about O.M and all the stuff that they're doing; like how they're reaching out to the people in Nepal and stuff.
I think I want to go and do the S.T.E.P thing, but obviously if God wants then I'll go la. No use going if He doesn't intend for me to serve in that area.
Then Eve left in a hurry though she didn't look like she was hurrying. She wouldn't leave... :D
OH! I'm the official author for the combined youth camp at SJCP! Love me. :) Haha. I'll try to make it good. I'LL TRYYYYY!!! Haha.
Thennn we went to Thai Express after getting lost at Vivocity. Lobby L! Lobby L! Must remember next time to go straight to Lobby L! Ordered and played Singapore Taboo while waiting for the food.
OH MAN! Taboo rocks my world. We had 2 teams,
team1: Gabriel, Dot, Eunice and Jamie.
team2: Joshua, Chari, Susies and Gloria.
I have no idea who won. :) But it was fun just playing laa! Haha. Taboo makes nonsense, and nonsense is funny. :) Throughout dinner we were telling lame jokes. Lame lame lame jokes. I exercised my ciliary muscles alot. :) Haha.
OH! I didn't tell them my Superman joke!!!
Craaaappp. :(

The 555 joke thing was sooo funny la! Haha. Then plus the addon! CAN DIEEE OF LAUGHTER! Haha.
SCRUBS! Byebye.
Thanks Eunice for accompanying me while i was walking up the stupid hill. :)

2006-11-19T00:10:00.000+08:00

No one else knows about The Storyteller.
I hope no one else will know.
Otherwise, i may have to kill you too.
Haha. Just kidding. :)

2006-11-16T22:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUA-LO-TEE TAAAAAANG! :D
I hope you enjoyed your not-so-surprising surprise! :D you just had to ruin it for me. ): BUT ITS OKAY! I still love you!

Happy Birthday to you
May the good Lord bless you
You look like a monkey
But i still love yoooouuuu!! :D

Sooo Susies and i went to surprise Dot with a "breakfast" but we delivered it at around lunch. 0.o there was the cake that could never solidify, the egg yolk that almost went BOOM! and the lizard that lurked in the dark corners of Sus' kitchen.

Went to meet Ashley in town to get our charm bracelets. THAAANKS ASHLEY! :D I love my charm! :D you better love yours too!

And the rest of the day was spent shopping.

The End.
HAPPY CHALET TOMORROW AND DOROTHY DAY! :D
May all your wishes and fat hopes come true. :]

2006-11-15T12:07:00.000+08:00

I think i'm about to die of utter boredom.
Someone just pop up outside my front gate and surprise me please.

2006-11-14T20:09:00.000+08:00

Omz. GO DRINK ICE WINE!
It's honey man! Goes down smooth and easy. :]

I think i've found a new appreciation for wine. Doesn't taste as bad as last time.
Wonder if i can ever taste CRISTAL. :D Heehee.

Ah at least i've gotten my makeup already.

We should expose her!
Wah beng can you not be cheekopek not!

Heehee. PCK PTE LTD!
None of the words make sense when you pronounce them like that! :D HAHA.

2006-11-14T15:41:00.000+08:00

I'm officially done with Goong and Chemistry. :D
Only Biology, A Math, E Math, English and Chinese left.
Pfftt.

I'm off to make my NEW... EZLink card!!! Cheated your feelings right. Heehee.

Then buy makeup, then get my glasses+contacts, then got other stuffs.

Hopefully Dot&Sus will work on Thursday. :D Then i can do homework while they work. :] Then they can treat me eat nice nice things with all the cash that they earn. :D

2006-11-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

My chinese is gonna kick all your chinese's butts after i'm done with my chinese Goong with chinese subtitles!
Heehee. Carol Soh is gonna love me next year! :]

Come on. HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK!!

2006-11-13T16:10:00.000+08:00

Let's just say i've never been happier to have cramps. :D
Heehee.
I'M FREEE ON FRIDAAAAYYYYY!!!!

Ehhhh i've been watching Goong! :D Omzz SOOO SWEET! Is cannot make it sweet okay! Plus the Huang Nai Nai is so funny laa! Haha.

Past two days out with my peas have been fun. :]
Lan in the morning, Doulos in the afternoon.
Church in the morning, Biennale in the afternoon.

ALL SO FUN. Except the tripping. NOT COOL! N.C! Haha.

Go see Samantha's or Siyi's blog for full details laa.

I have to go find a hot water bag. ):

2006-11-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY WORKING PEOPLE!
Ashley, Samantha, Siyi, Becca, Tammy, Dot&Sus! :D

2006-11-10T21:56:00.000+08:00

I've just realised something.
I'm addicted to LAN games.
Crap.
FUN WHAAAAT!! XD i've only played CS. Uh i believe i should be introduced to other games SOON. TOMORROW WE'RE GONNA GO PLAY CS!!!! :] I'm happy. It's always exciting to find out what your CS name is gonna be. What kind of idiot name the person before you used. Of all my CS names so far, i think i've played the best under Gran. THE Gran. Isn't it superultravery cool?!

Anyways work has been TIRING. Suntec kills people too. People should really KNOW the meaning to the question would you like me to put it up for you? PLEASE! SAY NO! Say no to people putting stuff up for you. DO IT YOURSELF. I think i've lost a little fats. Not say alot. Just A LITTLE TEENY BIT. Ahh many drops of water make an ocean. Or something like that. Heehee. Quotes rock. When the chicken learns how to swim, the duck will learn how to catch worms ah! HAHAHAA. The Vault. Go watch it. It's killer funny! Except don't laugh too loud. Later people think you very LAME.

DOULOS TOMORROW! :D
I'm happy. :D Cannot ar? :D I love God what! :D Heehee.

Omz tomorrow is my FAVOURITE DAY laa! CS+Doulos+Shopping+Stepup(Channing Tatum!).
Life doesn't get any better than this.
OH WAIT. I HAVE ABOUT $100! I guess it could get a little better. :D

2006-11-08T20:00:00.000+08:00

I'M WORKING CLASS. :]
Heehee. Been working for Ashley's mom these few days with The Work Gang.
Dot&Sus, Ashley, Samanthaa! Becca came, Siyi is coming, Tammy will never come.

So far we've covered the entire upper portion of Orchard Road.
Broken down into 3 bits.

1) Wheelock to Tanglin Mall
Considered the LOOOOONGEST stretch, most tiring too. Did the most work, got the most stories. :]
2) Shaw Towers(Lido!) to DAVINCI PLACE.
This one was rather fast cause we had ONE MORE PERSON! :] We've a discovered superduperchaoveryextremely nice shop in this area. Ssh. We'll tell you if you pay us enough. :]
Also the day we shopped the most. Heehee. By now most of us have perfected our opening lines.
Hi/Good afternoon do you accept Nets?
This is the new Nets logo sticker, would you like me to paste it up for you?
Thank you HAVE A NICE DAAAAAY! :]
I'm trying to change from "have a nice day" to "God bless you" somehow i just can't get the hang of it! Pfftt. TRY TRY, EFFORT EFFORT.
3) Scotts to Fareast.
Please don't say this was the day that we slacked the most. THIS WAS THE DAY WE DIED THE MOST OKAY! Omz. Don't see the fact that it was only two buildings, please WAKE UP YOUR IDEA and realise that Fareast alone is enough to kill you. Scotts was cheapo, we finished in like halfhour MAX! Fareast we died... Seriously we did. Ashley, Samantha and I did B1 and we got loooosst! B1 is super maze! They need to create a map of the basement!!!
As i'm typing this i realise that there was a shop that i missed out on. RATS! WHY DID THE LADY ASK ME TO COME BACK LATER?!?
But we made it through. :] Saw Siyi and family snacking at Gelare. Its really kinda weird to message someone when they're around five metres away.
Second level is CANNOT MAKE IT! I would like to know WHY OH WHY there are so many shops which are soooo small there! Why are there even so many shops. ALL OF US DIEEEDD! Second level took about one and a half hours if you would like to know.
Last level was CHICKEN BUTT. So many restaurants.

Therefore, if you need to find ANYTHING in the upper part of town, call us. :]
We know EVERYTHING. You would too if you walked every single level and entered almost every shop.

Ehhh the job not bad what! I learn people skills, i lose weight, i window shop ALL WHILE EARNING CASH! Plus i get to go out with my PEEPS so not that bad whaaat! :)

OH! But one thing i've learnt through this is that some Singaporeans really are waaaay cheapo! Dude, i'm just giving you a logo. NO FREE GIFT! THE LOGO FREE ALREADY YOU STILL WANT GIFT! Alamak. I should carry around box sweets. They say no free gift i give them one sweet. FREE GIFT WHAAAAAT! :D

2006-11-06T23:10:00.000+08:00

I'm a messed up kid.

2006-11-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

I feel as though i'm living a really wasted life.
I take everything for granted, but don't realise i'm actually taking things for granted until those things are taken away from me.
Then i realise how blessed i've been.

I have food, i have school, i have my family and a home(though sometimes i don't ever want to go home), i have God.

So why am i living a wasted life when i have been so so blessed.
I guess its just a fact of life that has been ingrained in us. Never be contented with what you have. Always want something more.
I mean sometimes that kinda feeling is good, cause it pushes you on and motivates you to accomplish greater things. However, sometimes its bad. Cause then you'd just keep working and looking and searching, but the moment you've found it. Its not enough again and so you go out and start it all over again.

God thank you for the many blessings you've given to me. Thank you for food and a loving home. Please help me be contented and appreciate the many blessings that you've given to me. Please also help me to use these blessings to be a blessing to others and not a curse.
Amen.

2006-11-04T10:32:00.000+08:00

~~The Apparel, Bags & Shoes Sale~~
Public - Free Admission
Foyer 2 - Level 2
30-Nov-06 to 03-Dec-06
Start Time: 10:00; End Time : 22:00

AH! Isn't it so cool how the title is like capital everything! Makes stuff tons more exciting. :D
Please would you prefer.
Let's go out.
To.
Let's Go Out.

Yeaaah. :D

Sooo Samantha, Valentina and I are goooing! Forget about diamonds, SHOPPING is a girl's best friend! Thennn i'm gonna meet Ashley somewhere for PARTY PLANNING! :] Yes.

I need to get out and about and move my butt! I'm gonna try 3km twice a week around the estate, golf for 2 hours a week followed by jogging 3km at the gym! Hopefully i'll lose my backfats by then.
Backfats are soooo NOT the sex.

AFTER THAT.

Ah nuts Expo was cheat my feelings. I forgot to look at the date, which said 30TH NOV. It's only the 4th Nov.
Sooo Valentina, Samantha and I went to towwwnnn. Spent like 30hr in the Zara changing room. I like the black shirt! I need my mummy!
Thennn we went to Fareast where i saw my $89 apparently not that worth it dress. But i still like it!!!! Arrgghh.
I'm a little distracted now because of somethingsomething TEENAGE DRAMA QUEEN.
Oh yeah. Then Party Planning and The End! :D

I needa new outfit! Maybe after working! ASHLEY! SAMANTHA!!! :D

2006-11-02T20:13:00.000+08:00

Heehee. I like today. :D

First it was CHAOS in Carol Soh's, then it was CS with Tammy, Ashley, Elden, Samantha and Patricia, (where everyone suddenly became FREAKY GOOD!) anndddd then crapping in The Upper Room (i like the way its in bold and in caps. makes it look cool.)

We figured out most of the moves for CCIS 06 dance! :D omz. At least tape it for me okay?
Haha we spent most of the time crapping, making weird moves, playing with toys and sleeping in the baby cot. :D AND we got work done. How great are we? :D GO ELAINE, JOCKAY, ISABELLA, ASHLEY, TAMMY, SAMANTHA, gloria AND I! :]
THENNNNN! We called Yahui down and sang sang sang! :D Omz the bestestestest was Go tell it on the mountain IN CANON! Haha. We should go international. Then we sat around telling lamo jokes. Like the drunk joke which becca told me. Which was seriously drop dead gross LAME. Ask me to tell it to you. I'll tell it and i'm sure i'll get the 0.o face. Mm.

AUSTRALIA SHOPPING! SIYI, KYM, STEPH!!!
Oh, i suddenly got reminded of the nickelodeon show "All That". Yeah it has this segment with these two girls that go. We have a passion for trasheeeen fasheeen. UH HUH! :D And don't laugh at people who watch Laguna Beach, Goong and ~~nineoclockshow~~
You realise how we don't call nineoclockshow by its actual name. Like Love Concierge. When it was on, i always called it NINEOCLOCKSHOW. And sevenoclockshow must feel reaaaaally left out, cause everyone watches GOONG! I'M GONNA START ON MY GOONG MARATHON SOON! :D Uhhh. Neh is NUAYING because she wakes people up in the morning to play lame games like indian poker or something. She thinks she's chao pro juts because she got Queen ONCE, but i'm pro-er because i got KING 5 times in a row! Until Sus gave me bad cards, and even the ass' best cards couldn't save me.

OH! Eh sus. I'm eating Gyoza now. :D

2006-11-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

Hello.
I've changed my tagboard. :D
Byebye.

CS tomorrow with my fellow troopers.
Q.T is the best. :D
I love GOD! He rocks my shiny disco ball. :]

2006-10-31T23:47:00.000+08:00

Act cool videos are the ___! :]
Sshhh.

I ran 3km. Be proud of me. :D

2006-10-31T21:09:00.000+08:00

I think i'll try to write a novel.

I'll write a novel based on my teenage life. My ups and downs, my GREAT ADVENTURES. (Try not to snort too loudly while you're reading this) My love life? My very non-existant love life anyway. My angst?
I'll write about the things that brought me to my lowest, and about why i had somehow gotten back up on my feet, though i knew very well that i would be back down soon enough.
I'll try not to make it an emo book, because i don't want to be remembered as THAT emo writer. (I'm not THAT emo a person right?)
I won't publish it or let anyone see until i'm untrackable(is that a word?) in a faraway country.
Maybe one day in about 20 to 30 years time, you'll see a book published by me in your local bookstore. You'll somehow be able to sift through 2 or 3 decade's worth of memories and vaguely recall me. You'll pick up the book, just plain curious about what i could possibly have written about.
Then you'll open the cover; the smooth and glossy cover, and realise i had been writing about you, all of you, every single one. You'll finally be able to know how i REALLY felt when that happened, or where i really was when you asked etc. The answer to those nagging thoughts that kept you wondering. My deepest and most secret thoughts. Sshhh
I've captured your interest, as you walk up to the cashier. Eyes still transfixed on the bold lettering that stood out from the otherwise plain hardcover. The title loudly declaring, and openly inviting the world to come take a trip through what was my teenage mind. You're captured, wondering what secrets were awaiting you in those pages.
Finally after that car ride/bus ride/train ride that seemed to take forever, you're home on your sofa, a cup of coffee/tea(whatever suits your palette)before you, snuggled up so safe and secure on your sofa and then you begin...

As your eyes scan the closing words of the book, you maybe overcome by the strange feeling of realisation, perhaps even regret? You could have never known until then could you?
_______________________________

So, go buy my book if you really want to find out.
If a blog were merely meant for saying what you did today...
TODAY I WENT OUT.
Can?
I went out with Ashley, Elden, Samantha, Siyi and Jerome. You can hardly even count that guy because he came so late and left so early. So ~~Jerome.~~
I'm off to start on my novel.

2006-10-30T22:56:00.000+08:00

Have you ever felt so stupid and so dumb that you blush at your own foolishness. Ah though no one can actually see my face, i feel so malu now that i want to hide under my blanket and never come up again... ):

Taboo today with Ashley, Samantha and Siyi! Haha. People didn't want to join us, but we had fun WITHOUT them! XP And and aaaandddd. Leadership training game was waaaaayyy too loud! But after that had fun talking i think Grace's mom wasn't that happy. Hmm. Macs! Haha. Quite fun. Actually i don't mind going out with the Jewel, Charis and Valentina gang more often. They're funny people. Haha.

Oh and we told LAME stories at Yoshinoya! Haha. Dot and Sus pangseh-ed and left. Tammy was torn inbetween the jamming that never existed and shopping. In the end she picked shopping. AND I'M GLAD YOU DID! :]

Oh.
CALLING ALL 3/3 PEOPLEsSsS! WANT CLASS CHALET? :D

2006-10-27T22:16:00.000+08:00

Ahhh i've had a pretty bimbotic day if i do say so myself. :] Haha.

I need to stop doing things that make people presume i'm one! I have the brains of KIM POSSIBLE! Therefore i am smart! :] You'd be smart too if your mom were a BRAIN SURGEON, and your dad a ROCKET SCIENTIST!

Met Dot, Susies, Ashley, Elden and Jerome at Cartel, then starting my bimbo(ew!) day. I have nooo idea what we did. Walked, talked, shopped for belts. Guys have nooo fashion sense whatsoever. :D that's what girls are for. TO MAKE THE TOUGH DECISIONS! Sooo i'm your shopping buddy! CALL ME! XD Yeah. I'm there to make sure you don't wear your undies on the outside. Superman needs a woman. :]

D.O.A!!! Omz. The girls are hot, the guys are NOT. The storyline is kinda blahh. But Tina's dad was FUNNAYE! He's all "MY LITTLE GIRL HAS GONE AND FOUND A SPECIAL FRIEND." o.0 Dot likes the last bit! Haha.

I like the 2nd guy in the 3rd row!
But what about the rest of the 300?!
How about we just take some each?

Yeah. I don't get why she likes it too! :] Dot you're funny. Heehee. Susies was my leg rest. THANKCHEW! (you can almost hear sus in the background going "ITS YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU!!!" and then usually i go. "It's me what?!" and then she goes ARGGGHHH -_-") Its very easy to agree with Jerome that the show was kinda lame and cliche. Sooo girls don't watch it unless you want motivation to workout, and guys don't watch it if you're not straight. :]

Walked, talked and shopped a little more before DAYTONA! Heehee. Actually the only reason i like daytona is because i rock at it. Beginners level only. You want advanced please call someone else. OMZ. THEN IT HAPPENED! I think i shall be traumatized FOR LIFE by BUTT THONG OLD MAN! He really shouldn't have been bending over so much. YUCK.

Siyi came and we went to pasta mania where she proceeded to annoy me by eating at an excruciatingly slow pace. MRT-ed all over the central region of Singapore, before finally getting on the right train, all because we got distracted by the funny people with the funny shirts and the funny break dancing at the platform.

I GOT MIGHTY TO SAVE AND PICK IT UP! XD
Haha. I remember when they were trying to announce the release of PICK IT UP at Ultraviolet.
Announcer: OKAY! Please pick up PICK IT UP!
People: EH?!!

And I got sneakers! :] I'm happy.

HELLO. You read it already, so i took it down. :D
People are starting to THINK OUT OF POINT-LY. Don't nonsense la! Haha.

2006-10-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

LAGUNA BEACH!!!! OMZZZZZZXZXZXZXZXZXZ!!!

Ookay FIRSTLY! STEPHEN IS SOOO HOT LAA!! Kristin is MAD STUPID to have dumped him! And second of all. Jason isn't even cute! Not that cute anyways. Uhh. But K.C is HOT! L.C is a weeebit scandalous eh?

THERE'S LIKE, SO MUCH LIKE, DRAMA!!

I'm sorry i was mad at you just now okay. Don't be emo! xp
xxoo :] forever babe;

2006-10-26T21:27:00.000+08:00

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2006-10-26T20:10:00.000+08:00

OMZ! HAHAHHA! This is officially the cutest video of all time! XD

2006-10-25T23:48:00.000+08:00

I LOOOVEEE THE SECOND AD! Haha. Carparks are funny places. :]

2006-10-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

Heehee. Ang Moh boy got stylo milo lehh! :]

2006-10-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

Heehee. NTU has funny people aye? :]

2006-10-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

I find my hope in You alone.

God you put us through too many trials. Please please at least let us come out of this crap stronger and tougher people. Amen.

Crying is therapeutic. Men, don't be afraid to cry.
Some girls think its sexy. xp

2006-10-24T21:06:00.000+08:00

Tammy, Sus really. Thanks. Thanks for hearing me out, thanks for putting up with my rants that don't really make much sense. I'm thankful for friends like you. You make the world a more liveable place for me. Thanks for the support when i felt like i was falling down. You prolly don't understand why that talk meant so much. But it means THAT much to me. I may feel abandoned, but i know for sure that i have at least two awesome friends to stand by me. Thank you so so much. I love you guys.

2006-10-23T22:19:00.000+08:00

Ahh. I'VE GOT TIPS FROM SERENE ON WHERE TO SHOP! XD

HeeheeheeheeheeheeheeHAWWWW! :]

Sooo apparently it was a rather good choice not to impulsively grab any dress from Daniel Yam. Sooo VIVY or whatever your name is HERE I COME! :]

Tomorrow LAN in the morning, SHOPPING in the afternoon. It's a total contrast manz!
Boy world vs Girl world. Haha.

I AM BENT ON LOSING ALL MY FLAB! I WILL STAY HEALTHY, BUT STAYING HEALTHY ALSO MEANS BEING FIT AND TONED. I WILL BE TONED! XD

Uhh Lord, please give me the determination to hit 2.8km daily. Amen.

My love. :D

2006-10-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

I'm done with Prison Break! :(
EVE! WHERE'S SEASON 2?! Heehee.

2006-10-21T21:52:00.000+08:00

Today was kinda weird/funny.
--
On the escalator at the Wheelock underpass.
Siyi: Yeah, so I said to her..
Jamie: No, wtheck, she shouldn't even..
Lam: AHHHHHHHHHH!
Siyi&Jamie: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Wtheck!
Turn around & see a cockroach, hiiiighhhh up on the wall, faaaaaaaar away from us.
Lam: IT'S SUPER BIG!
--
& then on the orchard stretch,
Siyi: Eh Lam, look!
Giganticcc insect flying about.
Lam&Jamie: AHHHHHHHHHHH!
Start to bend down & spin & stuff, simultaneously!

OMSB SUPER FUNNYYYYY. & then we were laughing like stupid hyenas,

Siyi&Jamie&Lam: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH-
Steph: Siyiii!
Siyi&Jamie&Lam: AHHAHAAH- Eh?!

Yeah. Kopped from Siyi's blog. Yeah i'm a giant kopper! I'm David KOPPERfield. HEEHEE. Okay. I HAVE MANY MORE BOOKS TO READ! :] By the end of all the reading, hopefully my brain will be as powderful as all the smarty pants people who can write flowery prose or whatever you people call it. YAY BRAIN ME! XD -does London's clap thing.

Don't you find that concession ticket thingies are ripoffs! They charge you like $30 per month! But think about it, not so ripoff laa, its all-you-can-travel! Sooo that's about $1 a day! I'm sure i spend alot more money on MRTs and BUSES than $1 a day laa. Sooo. Thank You SMRT people. Please make your taxies cheaper though. Thanks EUUZXZXZX.

I have to go make my shopping list for AUSTRALIAAAAA! XD Haha. Its gonna be a long long list manz. But, a girl's gotta shop when a girl's gotta shop. :]

PRISON BREAAAAAAAKKKKK!!! :D

2006-10-20T18:32:00.000+08:00

Uhh. Intensive tuition is starting soon. And i don't just mean school. Say hello to 4 days a week of tuition. Needless to say, i am MOST DEFINATELY NOT HAPPY about this arrangement. Pfftt. So i can only enjoy before the days of terror commence.

I need exercise. My fats are piling up on me. Pretty soon i'll catch cupcake syndrome. Y'knw what's cupcake syndrome? Have you seen a cupcake? Its "fats" spill out and hang over its cup? Haha. I think its called a cup! CUPCAKE WHAT?! Yeah anyways that's cupcake syndrome. SO NOT COOL!

Ai ya i shouldn't be complaining about the mugging and crap. I'll just envision my 10 points and below. Keep my eye on the goal. GO JAMIE GOO! XD

Tammy is my badminton buddy. She keeps me company between games. I sucked at badminton. Good thing my partner was pro. Jacinth is very very enthu about badminton. :]

Should i take up tennis or golf?

2006-10-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

I would just like to "thank" my dad for being so so "encouraging".
I don't need this from anyone, least of all from you. I know what i have to do so please. Just stop demoralizing me.

I got my exam papers back. I'm obviously disappointed. I honestly don't want to drop anything. But with the hard facts staring me in the face, the issue is how can i NOT drop. I worked so hard, and yet its not good enough. Do i try harder, or do i just give up and try something else?

Samantha thinks she's very pro just cause she beat me a FEW times at tic-tac-toe! XP
I think i want a re-match! :]

I love eating ice-cream with ya'll. Though it was on my mind throughout, i wasn't as bothered by it. Thanks. :]

And thanks for talking to me and helping me sort out my brain chen siyi. Tammy YEAH contributed too. :]

2006-10-18T20:16:00.000+08:00

Ohh. I’m worried. Freaking out, not so much. But I don't feel it. I don't really feel anything right now. Except for this dull thing at the back of my mind. I’m finding it hard to care about anything else.

It may be nothing to you, but to me. It seems like all i know is crashing around me.
I feel like i'm losing myself bit by bit. I feel dazed. The survey today reflected my honest thoughts. I really want to cry, its just that i can't. I really want to just break down and experience that sense of release, release from all this anguish, and yet again i can't. I feel like i'm trapped in this giant tornado. I'm in the eye of the storm, where its calm, but i'm raging. It feels peaceful but i want to break out screaming! I want to scream everything out! I want to scream about how i feel about this whole thing! I want to scream about how much i hate the whole lot of you right now! Where were you when i needed you most! WHERE?! I write this here, for the whole world to see. To see how much you've changed me. Not for the better, yet not for the worst. I'm stuck inbetween. Stuck in the gap between the living and the dead. And not in the good way. I'm not bridging the gap, i'm just stuck there.

I hate this. I hate emo. Emo sucks. I hate these emotions. I want God. Can i please take a break?

2006-10-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

Jamie. says:
sus! I'M CONFUSED INSIDE! ):
sus; lets all turn chocolate-brown says:
HAHA i knw i knw..
sus; lets all turn chocolate-brown says:
HAIYO
sus; lets all turn chocolate-brown says:
wad happen?
Jamie. says:
uhhh. don't know.
Jamie. says:
i'm just confused.
Jamie. says:
i also don't know why.
Jamie. says:
maybe that's why i'm confused, because i'm confused about being confused.
sus; lets all turn chocolate-brown says:
JAMIE!!! that
sus; lets all turn chocolate-brown says:
's spastic lar x)
Jamie. says:
I'M CONFUSEDDD!

ISN'T SUS THE BEST? :]

OHHH! THEY'RE ABOUT TO BREAK OUT! :]

2006-10-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

Uhhh i hate make up/skin care. I took a nap and wasted $15. Idiot.

Anyways i had fun making people up after that. The sit-behind-3/3 gang.

I HAD MY LAST DAY OF POST-EXAM FREEDOM ON MONDAY. It was fun. Ehhh.

Sakae and TAILDATERS with eve, samantha and ashley was fun.
Elden is an idiot! Don't trust guys when they say they're noobs! THEY'RE NOT!
Elden's pants are on fire! THAT LIAR! Ashley. What have you gotten yourself into... Tsk tsk.

Sooo it was Gran/Sex/DuNnO against PROWNESSRAWKS/Ifailedlit.
Yes i remembered all that.

THENNNN! CS GANG CAME!!! XD C.S gang is not a variation of CF gang. C.S gang like C.S and all very pro one! But soon we left cuz we were too noob. I bet all the guys were walking around like o.0 GOT GIRL!! GIRL CANNOT PLAY LAN!
Uh huh. Donch chink i donch no.

Went Eve's super duper chao nice house with siyi and samantha. Uhh I REMEMBER THE WAY! Amadea is just as lame as any other lame person. But i think she thinks we're weird. NOW HOW ABOUT THAT EH? XD
OMZ! I LOVE EVE'S AH TAE'S BEEHOON! ITS DAH BOMB! Yeah.

Serene's Macs is no longer a go-able place. It has officially been taken over by juniors and lots of other outside people -cough________cough. HAHA. Not much of a clue GENIOUS. Thanks Tamz and Dotz for pey-ing me through today! :] and THANKS MWANG FOR SIGNING MY PAPER! SEE! I'm thankful. :]

But most importantly.
THANKS EVE FOR PRISON BREAK! I LOOVEEEZZZ IT!

2006-10-16T00:23:00.000+08:00

If you touch it I'ma start some drama,
You don't want no drama,
No, no drama,
no, no, no, no drama

Uhhh. This country is WAAAYYY too small. People say Singaporeons NO DRAMA. Huh. They obviously haven't been down to the secondary level. WE ARE SO DRAMA WE EVEN HAVE DRAMA AS AN ELECTIVE. Especially there. I'm not saying anything. 0.o

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHYLLIS LOE!

Don't so cheeko? Haha. But i doubt it. I LIKE MY CHEEKO LOE! We owe you Sara Lee! You give out the best hugs and you steal first kisses. HAHA. Happy Birthday Pure Music Girl! Don't ask me why the first letters are in caps. I also don't know. My fingers are SPAZ.

2006-10-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

The best joke award This is a "BEST JOKE" award winner in UK
One Chinese person walks into a bar in America late one night and he saw Steven Spielberg. As he was a great fan of his movies, he rushes over tohim, and asks for his autograph.
Instead, Spielberg gives him a slap and says
"You Chinese people bombed our Pearl Harbor, get out of here."The astonished Chinese man replied "It was not the Chinese who bombed your Pearl Harbor , it was the Japanese".
"Chinese, Japanese, Taiwanese, you're all the same," replied Spielberg.

In return, the Chinese gives Spielberg a slap and says "You sank the Titanic, my forefathers were on that ship!"
Shocked, Spielberg replies "It was the iceberg that sank the ship, not me."

The Chinese replies, "Iceberg, Spielberg, Carlsberg, you're all the same."

I made the punchline BOLD. So even the not so bright can understand the full extent of the LAMENESS.

Sooo i went church with SIYI and SAMANTHA today. I was the only J. How sad. Sermon was about THANKFULNESS. I'm not thankful enough. I grovel about anything and everything. I'm such a whiny brat. I'm thankful for FAMILY, FRIENDS and SHOPPING. OH AND THE BESTEST CSIs OUT THERE! :] Yes. And cause i'm ALIVE and KICKING. I'm thankful. :] I must learn thankfulness.

Then CRYSTAL JADEd. Omz. The Xiao Long Baos are HEAVENLY! Really. Samantha and i had two baskets. So we slipt 8. Siyi's kinda tongue deaf/blind/retarded. Seriously. She has no appreciation for culinary excellence.

Sooo. That's my day. IN THE SPIRIT OF THANKFULNESS, I WOULD JUST LIKE TO SAY MY LIFE ROCKS. NO MORE WALLOWING IN SELF PITY! :]

OOkay BYE.

Ohhhh. I got contacts. :] I love punch lines like these. I KNOW ITS NOT A PUNCH LINE SHUT UP! :D

2006-10-14T01:29:00.000+08:00

Hurrhurr. He can kick AND throw a mean punch. Can you? :]

2006-10-14T01:01:00.000+08:00

Played Tennis with Pam and Siyi just now. Haha. I feel not as fat. Not as not-as-fat as i would feel after running 3km, but still a little more fat free. Siyi lost my mom's conditioner. She's a bad thrower. Dinner was funny stuffzz. www.xanga.com/siyilovesmilo for details.

ANYWAYS.

Thanks for sending me the Free Hugs Campaign thingy. I think its really sweet. :]

Anyways. I think i wanna try it out. In Singapore of course. Singaporeans are too paranoid. Someone asks for a hug on the street and that person is deemed a freak or a mad man/woman. We're so afraid of affection that we try to concoct every reason to make it seem bad or even immoral. -_-" i don't get it. Hugging someone does not neccessarily always mean that you're trying to get fresh with them. A hug brightens up your days, a hug encourages, a hug cheers you up, a hug shows that you care. And i really think society needs that.

I really don't get people who don't like hugs. I think they just needa bit of love.

That's why wars are constantly being fought. Because there's not enough love going around.

I bet Jesus started the Free Hug Campaign, or at least the whole love your neighbour(everybody) idea.

I'll hug people tomorrow. :] Especially those that don't wanna be hugged!

Amanda: YOU OWE ME SHOPPING! :] Monday, sexymanda!

2006-10-13T14:07:00.000+08:00

I would like to quote a not so old and not so famous person.

That's why its called falling in love. Once you fall, you can't get up.
- Tammy Ye Qi.